glynis johns  sings  “send in the clowns”  ( lyrics and music by stephen  sondheim )

a live  version  by judy collins

studio?   version by judy collins

   judy collins is a  survivor  “amazing  grace”  !

a tubu woman finding  a well  [13:16]  in the sahara and a bactrian camel herding nomad family in the gobi, mongolia !

tuppence stone was one of the producers !

human

history

is

a

history

of

technology

and

the

evolutionary

interplay

between the sufficiences and toxicities

engendered !

religion is socially

acceptable

   schizophrenia !

mp3, no 8, may 12th tbu

so

much

of

life

is

not

going

outside

boundaries

so

much

of

life

is

not

going

outside

boundaries

so

much

of

life

is

not

going

outside

boundaries !

soto

zen

is

a

 d i s e a s e  !

why be mentally ill when you can be sane ?

can't hack the real thing

can

you !

F

R

A

U

D!

ed. on the wild fox zen blog (mike port) deleteing my  replies !

the

mother

daughter

bond

is

very

strong

synthesis tbu

goya's  “the sleep of reason”,  the sphinx is there to make sense of what is occurring !

goya is up there with heironymous bosch

you feel

you

know

this

person !

clichés

take

us

beyond

remedy !

i guess with a moderately good book the question is wether it was worth the author's time to write it and the readers time to read it !

in

a

year

has

it

had

a

positive

effect?

i have seen this again and again in the health arena, people are not interested in getting well if it makes them think outside their boundaries !

“ gaps ”  is the new  fashion

gfcf and bed out?

yet never the bcd and   compendium

what

works

doesn't

appeal

humans

are

M

A

D

“ for example, a monk once asked great master baizhang, “ what is the most extraordinary thing? ”

baizhang (whose name means “hero peak”) said, “sitting alone on hero peak” ”

what if that’s just actually garbage?

i would have said  “ there’s no extraordinary thing ”

a re-translation of   the root of mindfulness is the red flesh ball of a decayed tree  from the section “the five roots of training” in “thirty-seven factors of enlightenment” in dogen's shobogenzo

the root of correct atttention is the partial failure of the tree to leaf and what that reveals  : o )

the next step is to integrate that into memory which is what correct attention is about, an intrinsically quantum process btw  : o )

if i was a synesthete mindfulness would appear as a grey blob of a word with dull fuzzy blurred edges : o )

  fantasie  - toccata titled  “ wat god doet, dat is welgedaan ”  composed by klaas jan mulder

  a possible translation :

what

god

does

is

naturally

supreme !

alcoholics could be chasing the chromium content in wine and beer of which there can be reasonable amounts, in short a sort of self medication for a chromium micronutrient deficiency

my write up on  supplementing  chromium !

chromium is also anti-aging

you

the

morons

read

but

with

brains

that

would

embrrass an

alaskan

sewer

you

will

never

do

anything !

how we  avoid  thinking about what we don't like

i

had

a

vision

of

myself

as

a

successful

musician

but

it

was

beyond

my

grasp

a

poor

waif

swept

aside

.

...........................

mp3

crushing

windstep

across

the

prairie

roaring

vagina

eats

the

man !

mp3

crushing

windstep

across

the

play

roaring

vagina

eats

the

man !

mp3

life

is

an

ever

evolving

view

:

o

)

(

life

is

an

ever

evolving

view

:

o

)

the day i went past  ngauruhoe  and  ruapehu  they were magnificent, just a touch of snow of the top of ruapehu but both stark and standing very prominently in the clear afternoon !

the moronic  masses

stories

‘ yeah mental laziness ’

if

you

want

a

definition

of

enlightenment

it's

the

pursuit

of

that

stretching

for

what

it

reveals !

biological

organisms

are

infinitely

complex

in

design

that

is

the

best

argument

against

a

creator

that

is

they

are

too

complex

to

be

designed

by

anything

except

a

process

of

trial

and

error !

frank

you

don't

like

me

because

we

are

so

bloody

similar

we

can't

be

that

similar

and

be

the

same

and

you

find

it

jarring

and

so

do

i !

he  can't seem to handle my responses, we are not that different, both very autistic, suckers for the female and quite intelligent

he

lacks

skepticism

about

himself

tho

:

o

)

and

i

think

that's

why

i

grind

him !

i draw from several sources when writing which makes what i say relatively independent

people who take drugs often have trouble with imaginative thinking

how

can

anything

that

strange

not

be

chemical !

life is full of mistakes, you just want to take it in your stride and learn !

mp3 tbu

what i said was  “intelligent self interest”

needs to be brought into the equation

not the blind spilling of energy

hard core zen viral video

opening scene

oprah upper torso and head shot morphing to brad warner morphing to crum  (ed. his cat)  who then morphs to nishijima sitting in zazen but with pendulous breasts overflowing the robe and hanging down to the floor................

then maybe we could have multiple dogen ghouls in the air around like disembodied ghosts

morphing to decomposing corpses

then maybe nishijima morphing to a rather spectacular flower which then morphs to an immature young woman say just on puberty and then she morphs to a good looking well built young woman, attractive but not ornamental and then brad materialises and moves towards her and reaches out to her but she fades transiting back through the flower which then fades and there is just a pile of fine glass where she was

intelligent self interest in the key, just because a man looks at a woman does not mean he is going to run off with her !

women

look

at

some

lioness

hunting

video's

and

you

will

have

no

illusions !

women

look

at

some

lioness

hunting

video's

and

you

will

have

no

illusions !

we can read something, but unless we are somehow involved with it, we can't see it properly !

bard warner writes

“ my version of the book wouldn't have sold nearly as well. so it's fine ”

my reply

maybe that's not true, they could have killed and prevented the book from becoming a best seller

my experience of editors is that they aren't simply clueless, but wrong minded !

alpha and beta readers work better !

brad, you really have a talent with these  ad's, they are REALLY REALLY good!

why not do a few more or make one that has the potential to go viral?

what would that take, a nice looking woman it it, some sexual suggestion, i don't know

oprah buttfucking crumb?

LOL

keep

me

away

from

the

story

board !

( ed. crumb is warner's cat )

gniz, it went wrong for brad warner many years ago like the rest of us and guess what?  it never comes right !

old age, pain and death right round the corner !

of course that can come quicker if you are teaching cause “health problems ” are de rigueur in the “spiritual ” scene !

blathering on a message board is the right way to go  compared to real life contact with these stealth and other virus infected sickees   !

in

the

increment

where

is

my

time

going

mp3 tbu

in

the

increment

where

is

my

time

going?

mp3 tbu

what

is

the

meaning

of

life?

what

is

the

meaning

of

meaning ?

what

is

the

meaning

of

life?

what

is

the

meaning

of

meaning ?

mp3 tbu

so freaky to see this temple  tower  (7:14, also 4:55 and 5:23),  who knows how old rising up with the trees growing on it

brad, (ed. hardcore zen blog) like you i have spent large portions of my life working on what was a waste of time !

zen is dead, just look at the morons who post here (including myself!)

you are actually not quite good enough at what zen is about to ever make reasonable money on it, why not face facts and give some focus to income since the net seems to have killed writing as a source of income except certain entertainment niches in ebooks

lol, write a paranormal zen romance thriller !

lots of cutting to thrill the female teenage audience (plus the inevitable requited love !)

you have a good graphics talent that would suit advertising

why trash your life entertaining the likes of us who post here, scumbags really and the rest of zen and the spiritual scene is no different !

karl renz who is one of the better and more popular advaita teachers is also complaining about a lack of money

the net has made anything of this nature essentially a volunteer effort, you are competing with me for a start !

all it's done is cost me heaps of time and effectively money, why i do it i don't know ! ?

writing notes is actually the same as artificially increasing the brain size

a translation of eihei dogen’s “ thirty-seven conditions contributing to bodhisattva practice ”  no. 29

“ the root of samadhi is refraining from touching the eyebrows and brushing up the eyebrows.  thus, it is beyond obscuring cause and effect and beyond falling into cause and effect.  from this root of samadhi, you enter the donkey’s womb, the horse’s womb.  it is like a stone wrapped around a jade.  do not say the entire stone is a jade.  it is also like the earth topped with a mountain.  do not say the entire earth is the mountain.  even so, you leap out and leap in from the top of the mountain ”

it's actually quite sensible when you look at it, what sets it off on the wrong track is the use of samadhi to start which is a nonce word, i would be interested to know what a literal translation of the original beginning was

all

in

all

except

for

the

beginning

not

bad

if

somewhat

cludgy

translation !

anyway rewriting the sense in modern terms !

be

yourself

warts

and

all

yes

it

takes

work

but

has

an

inner

strength

like

a

diamond

however

things

are

you

still

are

this

refracted

light !

juno writes

“ I have to fart a lot the last couple of days, I'm wondering if it is related to my vegetarian food orientation. But as long as no others get harmed by my farts it is probably ok ”

my reply

the fart is in fact a gas from bad gut flora/biofilm fermenting what you are eating

that

is

they are getting to the nutrients first and creating toxic byproducts which screw the brain and health and dramatically raise the risk of cancer and thyroid malfunction and other diseases !

not

to

mention

joint

problems from the autoimmunity induction !

check out the  compendium  and biofilm carbohydrate diet

jinzang quotes me

“i had a vision in which the sixth patriarch authorised me to teach!

so i'm the seventh patriarch ”

and replies

“Okaaaaaay”

------------

my position is i am the current patriarch and since most zen today is a pile of shit and fake teachers i have deregistered all except three

any teacher who wants to appeal being deregistered can apply on my  blog

i have actually deregistered brad because he has further to go and from a life point of view , taken a wrong turning, that is, i don't feel it's to his advantage anyway, a mistake is a mistake until we take the new road !

as it is

surely

you

mean

as

it

is

not

or

is

that

not

as

it

is

or

isn't

i

s

n

'

t

!

compensation is a tautology !

what

is

 in  sanity ?

i

don't

think

you

can

really

say

what

sanity

is

what

is

 in  sanity ?

i

don't

think

you

can

really

say

what

sanity

is    !

one's parents

one

sits

with

strangers !

mum's preferred spices

cinnamon quills, ground cinnamon

dill leaf tips

whole nutmeg (grated)

fennel seed (fish dishes)

hot curry powder

oregano, tumeric, sumac

cinnamon and ginger are the most used and you can get freeze dried ginger

writing is texting to yourself  : o )

women's breasts

are

not

there

to

attract

males

they

attract

males

but

they

are

there

to

feed

babies !

you

have

to

check

that

what

you

think

meshes

with

the

real

world !

i hate being me !

everytime i do something

something extreme happens

i fly to NZ from melbourne

and leave my wallet at a dining

table at an airport restaurant

thinking it stolen i tear back to

the restaurant on the possibility i left it somewhere

YAH ! i ask and it's there

from my wallet being stolen with

passport, cash and cards

to

having

it

again

TOO MUCH !

lol i had eaten only the salmon of a salmon sandwhich and the girl at the serving counter had interepted that as me not like the sandwhich and somehow my fault rather than me leaving the bread   : o )

life is failure

you

can't

be

successful

and

see

life

properly !

the tempest  comes out of a severely disillusioned life, wether it's written by a man who was a successful businessman (shakespeare) able to leave a worthwhile inheritance to his wife and children or wether it was written by a man who had spent three years in the tower of london, (sir henry neville) a lot of that time with the daily possibility of execution and locked up with his best friend who ratted on him
matters   !

harry bites

“ i think master nishijima's thing of being a more self-sufficient person who lives and works in the world is a better model and example “

my

reply

i think eckhart tolle is the best example, but not everyone gets to buttfuck oprah

what people here don't realise is that advaita is the borg and has taken over, whatever you do is in competition with tenthousand housewives setting themselves up

as the seventh patriarch i graciously give the best zen advice for generations, i don't expect to make money, in fact it costs me heaps through lost time

that’s just todays paradigm,

it teaches me a bit and that’s about it !!

good  article  on hakuin

well

almost   ; o )

“ eighty-some kensho experiences ”

i would say i've had about 8000 and all are needed and i look forward to the future ones

you lot haven't had one and think you know it all which is precisely why you haven't had any

they should f l o w l i k e w a t e r

you

need

several

a

day

basically

cat

got

your

tongues

a

s

u

s

u

a

l !

  escher ?   hieronymous  bosch ?

a m a z i n g !

  christian missionaries must have brought bosch with them to isfahan

the vank cathedral fresco is without bosch's genius of course,

the usual stupid religious pastiche !

buddha had dogen's dick in his mouth

dogen had buddha's dick in his mouth

h e y !

T r a n s g r e s s i v e

brad warner and hardcore zen take it up the arse

yeah fred facefucks mysterion and harry !

buddha had dogen's dick in his mouth

dogen had buddha's dick in his mouth

h e y !

T r a n s g r e s s i v e

brad warner and hardcore zen take it up the arse

yeah fred facefucks mysterion and harry !

dogen anal raped buddha

buddha anal raped dogen

actually

i

think

ch'an was kinda homosexual!

christianty  copied  from ancient egyptian religion !

i see apple is worth $600 Billion (april 2012), there you are steve jobs you created one of the wealthiest companies ever but you are dead through your own  stupidity !

harry when you finish writing a sentence you should be ahead of where you started, not behind

that

is

the

problem !

you can't take a basic like assuming buddha existed historically when he didn't

you

will

never

get

anywhere !

you will notice dogen uses “buddha” metaphorically and not historically !

rudolf hess who was considered mad, was the sanest of them all, he knew germany was doomed if it hadn't made peace with england before invading russia

ww1 all over again, a war on two fronts

losing is inevitable !

didn't the russians know what would have happened if germany had made peace with england, they never forgave him and kept him locked up until he died !

i quite liked hess's vision

“ my coming to england in this way is, as i realize, so unusual that nobody will easily understand it. i was confronted by a very hard decision. i do not think i could have arrived at my final choice unless i had continually kept before my eyes the vision of an endless line of children's coffins with weeping mothers behind them, both english and german, and another line of coffins of mothers with mourning children. ”

you cannot

represent

the

concept

of

“ intellectualizing ”

with

out

being

intellectual !

you

cannot

represent

you

cannot

you

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

you cannot

represent

the

concept

of

“ intellectualizing ”

with

out

being

intellectual !

you

cannot

represent

you

cannot

you

.

.

.

intelligent

self

abatement

might

be

some

answer

but

you

need

health !

let's say you are a really hardcore eyes horizontal, nose vertical grunt grunt zennist !

is

that

intellectualizing

or

not?

you

start

to

see

the

problem?

neither

intellectual

or

non

intellectual

some

sense !

they froth back and forth

on

the

hardcore zen blog

the

great

pearl

sitting

right

under

their

noses

but

they

never

see

i

find

it

amazing

that

people

so

anti-intellectual

zen

do

nothing

but

intellectualize

eileen writes

sunset

orange breakers

roll across eastern skies

my variation

sunset

orange breaker

rolls across eastern skies

i am sending toni packer a sony px312 voice recorder and  this  is the message i am sending in it !

you are expecting me to adopt a female perspective when you never adopt the male !

sex

is

the

female

bonfire

upon

which

the

male

conflagrates !

yeah, the anti-sex league

:

o

)

(

sex

is

the

female

bonfire

upon

which

the

male

conflagrates !

a hellopoetry poem by victoria

I cry tears of joy for you.

You will soon be home.

I sit here just bathed, nakedz

I picture your face

and I'm overcome, flushed.

My heart so full of love

it spills over

flooding my smiling eyes with tears.

They flow through the narrows of my laughter lines

and traverse my cheekbones,

kissing my lips as they pass

landing precisely on my breast buds.

Here they hover to whisper of your love

before forming in droplets, perfect in motion,

dancing, tracing my excitement

as joy and arousal connect

in the estuary at my loins.

I hear your key as it engages the lock, and my eyes say,

‘ come and swim in the joy of my heart ’

my  reply

 an advertisment for being a monastic ?

the

male

and

female

so

mutually

consuming

not

even

the

vagina

is

 left !

in fact this woman is horrifying

are all women as blind as her?

she is totally consumed by sex and with consuming the male and doesn't see herself being consumed

blind

blind

blind

an advertisment for being a monastic?

the

male

and

female

so

consuming

not

even

the

vagina

is

left !

you

can't

ask

people

to

be

sane

can

 you ?

how to pronounce  matyroska !

i

think

there's

a

future

for

flamboyant

russian

words !

:

o

)

chris

when

the

inner

matryoshka

doll

encompasses

the

outer

is

a

notion

too

strange

for

you

ed. this was in reply to an advaita twit in the comments section on suzanne foxton's blog who put together abunch of advaita and new age clichés to say he couldn't be bothered to sort out whether sir henry neville wrote the works ascribed to shakespeare and it didn't matter and i was thinking of the difference between that approach and this  poem  of eileen's which is a literal nesting and inversion of the nesting of russian dolls !

chris

when

the

inner

matryoshka

doll

becomes

the

outer

is

a

notion

too

strange

for

you

do questions have answers?

yes

the

answer is

another

question

the next question is

“ are

you

too

fat ”

and

what

can you

do

about it?

ed. reply  to

it's important to understand that fatness and obesity are signs of ill health, micronutrient deficiency and metabolic disease !

it's not a benign “can't do anything about” condition !

dogen  masturbating !

“ between the dull and the sharp-witted there is no distinction ”

well that's not true, dogen for sure was dull witted because despite being a monk and having heaps of time he didn't start to “get it” until the end of his life !

whereas  akahito  and basho always got it

   zen  =  retardation unfortunately !

god, i hate this quote

dogen said: “ to study the way is to study the self.  to study the self is to forget the self ”

usual flaky translation and bullshit

my version

“ inquiring into the nature of reality is to unpin yourself ”

i don't think anyone has anyone exlusively, i mean family connections like children, parents, sibs, friends even work mates etc.

it's the need and illusion we have of exclusivity and yet all life shows us it's not exclusive

affection, attention, trust, such a moil the daily dealings !

i

don't

have

you

exclusively

why

should

you

have

me

exclusively

?

the  tempest

what has this to do with zen?

that's for you to figure out !

it's absolutely instrumentally involved !

i have seen inside shakespeare's house and its obvious he never wrote the plays, he was a very practical man, too practical to have written the plays and poems !

i mean the  tempest , a very mediterranean surreal post modern apocalyptic story, who could have written that except sir henry neville?

it's actually a totally out of time play and had to be written by a genius who never fitted anywhere and again that's sir henry neville and not shakespeare

really, one can come to no other conclusion except that  painting  was the wrong life choice for van gogh !

genius in misery !

reply to suzanne foxton

unfortunately the best sir henry neville website is down at the moment, it's brenda james's who discovered the henry neville connection in 2002 by breaking the code in the dedication page of the sonnets !

however she has a  book !

understanding sir henry neville and his life and how it fits the sonnets and plays just completely opens up and enhances the understanding of his works !

i wish i shared your optimism about life and the value of being busy ;o)

jeremy piven's mercury hair count went from 60 to 3ppm 11 months after stopping eating fish which i am sure was a big deal to him, but recovery can only ever be partial, he sounds like he has a host of health issues

i much preferred the real life ali, ali emmanuel

i am sorry about the comment on menopause, it's one of nature's cruellest tricks, the deliberate destruction of the most potent form of human, the fertile female !

i do have some  comments  about the best form of HRT and supplements to reduce the cancer risk ! the younger HRT is started the lower the cancer risk and iodine and selenium supplementation may go a long way to the effective reduction of that risk !

unrequited

life

is

unrequited

passion

so

what

is

new?

mp3 tbu v2

lol, not even aging saves us !

life

is

unrequited

passion

so

what's

new?

mp3 versions tbu    r1    r2

the problem with zazen or seated meditation is that if you restrict circulation below the knee you start to create blood clots or platelet aggregations!

the fine watershed capillaries in the brain are very susceptible to blockage and the brain may be remarkably tolerant of damage to these capillaries yet the overall cognitive performance is affected !

the risk gets way higher as you get older, except that recent research shows that 20 year old usa soldiers on active service have 40 year old cardiovascular systems!

today's diet, vaccine damage, avoidance of the sun, low vitamin D ..............

why it's below the knee that is bad is it is the furthest distance the blood has to pump against gravity so there is always some degree of leaking from the blood vessels and pooling of the blood !

mysterion on the hardcore zen blog sounds like he has always had a faulty heart valve and yet he always sat zazen first thing on rising every morning, exactly the worst time for him after the limited movement of a night lying down

his present state is reflective of brain damage during what i would say was due to the failed experiment of the cooling of the brain they did for his open heart surgery (in theory to reduce the sort of brain damage that obviously occurred) and there is a big difference before and after the op in his posting, but prior to the op he was still a cot case and would have had thrombotic/microvascular ischemic damage from the many many years of zazen and concomitant restricted below the knee circulation

even sitting in chair for long periods is a problem !

our evolutionary design is to be always moving !

i was looking at a brad warner 2006  blog  compared to now (4th of april 2012) and something is going wrong for him, i suspect zazen is inducting more microvascular ischemic damage as he gets older in combination with some auto-immune brain issue

he needs a climate with more sun and to stop zazen, but these guys are schizophrenic .................... R e a l l y

central to a poem

is

the

notion

of

conceit

that's

not

some

elevated

idea

of

oneself

but

an

image

that

implies

more 

a

young

woman's

poem

some

subtlety

of

feeling

not

well

expressed

no

questioning

of

veracity

or

how

it

lies

best !

it always seems to be the expression of some feeling/thought combination with no sense of a larger contex or humour !

just grief over some loss and move onto the next thing !

is there anything harder than for a woman to laugh at herself?

one

of

the

problems

with

the

web

is

you

become

too

much

other

people !

it's this whole business of unravelling, just so that you are not a victim of a false perception !

in the end, anything you try and do unravels !

mp3 tbu

huh, there is a real ari gold

( ed. a character in the tv show “entourage” 2004 - 2011 and played by jeremy piven )

i never watched an episode  : o )  thank goodness !

ari emanuel is the real life person on whom ari gold was modelled on

it's an interesting world, ari emanuel's father was a doctor and a member of the israeli guerilla group irgun fighting for independence

ari's siblings are talented and he was dyslexic and hyperactive !

interesting  video

he identifies the central problem of the web which is there's so much content and it's so competitive, how do you make money from it and my view is you can't !

yes

i

know

some

do !

maybe this is why so many writers end up in the “spiritual” scene, seeking real people with cash

(lol, a ten page long LOL ; o )

it's interesting to see how an agent thinks, the basic problem of “monetizing” writing and acting skills !

this

is

my

disease

sorting

everything

out

if

only

there

was

an

as

is

but

if

you

scratch

the

surface

deeper

and

deeper

layers

appear

this

may

be

“ as it

is ”

but

it's

also

killing

which

may

also

be

a

s

it

is

:

o

)

(

well well well, jeremy piven (ed. actor) made the same mistake as steve jobs, they both being piscarians (seafood only eaters)

in job's case the accumulated arsenic inducted pancreatic cancer and in pivens case he got mercury poisoning

well, well, well

they might have been both overefficient iron absorbers and would have benefited by my blood donation  advice

what goes  wrong  a s you get older and why making notes on the computer and voice recorders is useful !

as

you

age

you

become

less

functional

simply

because

you

a

r

e

not

building

any

intermediate

memory !

that

is

you

become

circular

and

you

decay

but

that

is

not

necessarily

the

case

with

the

BCD,

compendium

and

using

technology

to

help

you

create

intermediate

memory !

applause

to

the

second

rate

the

applause

is

more

important

than

the

poem !

need i say more, those flowery eulogies that would put obituaries to shame  : o )

ed. this refers to the turgid back scratching comments on the hello poetry board, but i think it applies generally   : o )

ed. reply  to

i s t h a t

m a d e u p

o r

i s

i t

r e a l ?

o r d o e s i t

e x i s t

e p h e m e r a l l y

a s

a

f l e e t i n g

g l a n ce

o r

t h e

m o r n i n g

d e w

n i e t h e r

m a d e u p

o r

T r u e

women

are

too

prone

to

crucify

themselves

:

o

)

(

what i love

about

hello

poetry

is

the

way

you

can

just

roll

into

an

interesting

poem

or

thought

having

no

idea

it

existed

before !

sometimes they have existed before ; o )

reply  to

( genesis  17, 18, 19 really )

well the good die young don't they !?

i love the vision of teresa of avila when she was complaining to jesus about her ill health (malaria?) and jesus replied he did that to all his friends and she replied “it's no wonder you have so few friends ”

my own experience is there is no justice except being abit wise and also watching your health

my write up on  health

it's really a basic issue, why do the wicked thrive and the righteous lead sucky lives

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funnily enough i was just reading that  (ed. about lot, genesis 19)  and the reality was that the angels had to drag lot and his wife and daughters away !  none of them believed destruction would come, not even lot !

as far as i can see, why would god be limited by notions of injustice, being all, he would be both just and unjust as well as being not bothered with either and as well as being bothered with either.... !

in practical terms in real life i only take god to be the potential to solve problems which usually involve stretching, going beyound the boundaries and plain work !

and

going

those

extra

miles

after

miles

:

o

)

(

a hellopoetry poem by lovejunkie

. . .

j u s t a f e w w o r d s

a r e g e n t l e s t r o k e s

o n a t i r e d h e a v y b r o w

e a s i n g i t a l l j u s t e n o u g h s o t h a t

i c a n n o w m e e t y o u i n m y d r e a m s

a s i d r i f t a w a y w i t h o u t a n e e d t o

t h i n k a b o u t t o m o r r o w o r

e v e n a n y f a d i n g

y e s t e r d a y s

. . .

my  reply

i s t h a t

m a d e u p

o r

i s

i t

 r e a l ?

o r d o e s i t

e x i s t

e p h e m e r a l l y

a s

a

f l e e t i n g

g l a n ce

o r

t h e

m o r n i n g

d e w ?

audio table for 11th of april to come !

you

get

tainted

by

those

whom

you

associate

with !

you

get

tainted

by

those

who

you

associate

with !